The changes are starting to occur, and the process has been slow, which I like. However for Max he would like the changes to occur at a faster rate. I have noticed that he is constantly scanning his body for changes. Pointing out pimples, facial hairs, muscles etc. some of these I don't really see. However I am excited for him. Max is currently on Sustanon 100ml one per fortnight. Well he had two this way, until yesterday when he went to see his GP. He asled his GP for another injection (which he got - so it has been 3 weeks and 2 days with 3 shots) because he felt that the effects were wearing off too quickly. I have to admit that he was moody when his T levels were dropping. Mas has just told me (and his voice is dropping) that he will now have an injection every 8 days or so (when he feels the T dropping and mood swings kicking in), until he moves on to the Sustanon 250mg, which will be his maintenance level. Max told me that they move you to a higher dose or more frequently once you start complaining about mood swings. The mood swings are not fun. Max's moods are more of a high to low rather than being angry or aggressive.
As we were lying in bed last night, I did notive that his hair line has started to change a little. I ended up bursting into laughter as I have the thought "I never thought I would find myself dating a bald man". (On his mother's side there is male pattern baldness). I have realised that I just have to see the funny side of these changes sometime, but it also highlights that it is not just Max that is changing but also my perception of what the future held for me. We all project ourselves into the future; we have plans, goals and dreams. And I have to say, I never saw myself with a bald man. There will have to be some adjustment and I am not sure how to do it. I am just trying not to get too ahead of myself.
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But such a cute bald man!! Great to see you both on the weekend :)
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